Forgiveness - The power of letting go

Updated: May 7, 2020

You would need to have been living under a rock (or in a deep dark cave) to have not felt the discombobulated energy the last few weeks.

Don't get me wrong, January is often a weird one with many people short on money from over spending, detoxing from over drinking, sluggish from over indulging. January is stated as being the most depressing month of the year statistically, with January 24th being the most depressing day and it's not hard to see why.

But this January is more than that.

I won't mention the politics and potential wars, this blog isn't about that kind of 'more'.

And I do want to take a moment to say my heart is with the people and animals affected by the devastating fires in Australia.

But this 'more' isn't about the physical world and rather, the energetic one.

Energetically I've felt it, despite January rarely being different to any other month for me.

And friends of mine who are also deeply connected and in tune to energy, such as healers, spiritual workers & witches have also been saying the same.

It all just feels a

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Saturday night, I went round to a good friend of mines and we spoke more about it, both of us feeling intuited to pull out the oracle cards, the candles and get some witchy magic cooking.

It was a beautiful evening of vulnerable open sharing, clearing and holding space for each other as we each got to the root of what was going on for us.

For around 2 years now I've been diving into some pretty deep spaces, healing past hurts, getting to the root causes of my PMDD and understanding experiences that had happened through me in recent times. You see, as a healer it is essential that we do the work, and keep doing the work. Despite this work the past 2 years, there had been one particular experience I'd struggled to release completely.

  • Always feeling more was being learnt from it.

  • Never quite being able to let it go.

As we spoke freely, the word forgiveness came up in relation to this experience and I was genuinely at a loss. I had forgiven all. I had no Ill feelings left. I had no desire to keep hold of this. What more could I possibly need to do!?

As I sat massaging oils into my spell candles, feeling frustration that this one thing had still not been cleared away, my guide Aileen stepped in. For those of you that aren't aware, Aileen has been a guide of mine for many years but she often changes her looks and energy dependant on which element of her I need most. Quite the shapeshifter! As I grow, so too does her ability to show me parts of herself that would have been originally too much.

Recently she has stepped into her true deeper, darker, beautiful and powerful Morrigan energy. In fact she also came through in a reading I received recently and was indeed described as Morrigan. At the time I didn't realise how important the words of that reading would become.